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eNoLa-gAy-LIVES dire need of motivation...
United States
Current Residence: the unbridled learning structure that is college.
deviantWEAR sizing preference: um... medium?
Favourite genre of music: psychobilly. but i'll listen to anything but country. *twitches*
Favourite photographer: cindy sherman
Operating System: yay for macs!
MP3 player of choice: ipod.
Shell of choice: the alien cephalopod that's growing beneath my dorm bed.
Wallpaper of choice: kingdom hearts = love.
Skin of choice: pale.
Favourite cartoon character: still gene starwind... but what can i say, the man's one hell of a sex god.
Personal Quote: bitch, please.
hello, all.

not sure if you guys are still following me, or even care to follow me anymore.  i haven't posted anything in awhile, and to tell you the truth, it's bc i've had the worst creative slump i've ever experienced.  i try to write, nothing comes out.  i try to draw, i crumple it and toss it to the side.  *sigh*

in personal news, after spending a beautiful halloween weekend together, my fiancé called me on friday to tell me he couldn't marry me.  that he was in love with two girls, and i wasn't the one he loved more.  this came as a shock, a very big, big, shock.  the girl he's leaving me for is the type that only wants what she can't have, and only if she can't have it.  i'm praying, along with all my close friends, that she rejects him.  it's exactly what he deserves.

in light of that, i'm hoping this will help my slump.  that i can feed off this pain and heartache, and finally light a fire under my creative self.  that i can finally start my life again.  something new, something fresh.  

something strong.

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Alene Featured By Owner Feb 10, 2009  Professional General Artist
Thanks for the :+fav: on "Gossip" =) I'm so glad you liked it!
used-rugs Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2008   General Artist
ooo~~ interesting gallery!

thanks for the favs, i really appreciate it =)
AsheRhyder Featured By Owner Dec 6, 2008  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for watching.
Zippora Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2008  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav :D
Khein-Shasoumi Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2008
thanks for the favorite! ^w^
corsair-pl Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2008  Hobbyist Photographer
thx for :+fav: :D
chop Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2008
Thanks for the fav. :)
solblomma Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2008  Hobbyist Photographer
thank you so much for the :+fav:!! :D
AbyssalHeart Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2008
Thank you so much for the fav! :D
HaynerxRoxas Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2008
Thank you for joining the club! :hug: If you have any Hayner, Roxas, or HaynerxRoxas fanwork to submit, please note me with the link. :)
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