hello, all.

not sure if you guys are still following me, or even care to follow me anymore. i haven't posted anything in awhile, and to tell you the truth, it's bc i've had the worst creative slump i've ever experienced. i try to write, nothing comes out. i try to draw, i crumple it and toss it to the side. *sigh*

in personal news, after spending a beautiful halloween weekend together, my fiancé called me on friday to tell me he couldn't marry me. that he was in love with two girls, and i wasn't the one he loved more. this came as a shock, a very big, big, shock. the girl he's leaving me for is the type that only wants what she can't have, and only if she can't have it. i'm praying, along with all my close friends, that she rejects him. it's exactly what he deserves.

in light of that, i'm hoping this will help my slump. that i can feed off this pain and heartache, and finally light a fire under my creative self. that i can finally start my life again. something new, something fresh.

something strong.